Rachels
StoryOn The Line I feared the worst, but at 3:30 a.m., I finally mustered the courage to take the home-pregnancy test. Reluctantly, I checked the results. Positive. In an instant, I became a wreck as a hundred thoughts bombarded me. A baby was something I hadnt planned on. I was working a lot of hours and lacked the resources to care for a child. Besides, the time just wasnt right. I was young and immature, how could I fit a baby into my life? |
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I really needed someone to talk to but I knew all of my friends
would be asleep. In desperation, I opened the phone book and turned to
the abortion listings. The Womens Center ad jumped
out from the page as if to speak to me. "Call," it said. I
picked up the receiver and started to dial. Then I freaked out and
hung up. What would I say? My pulse raced. Finally, I dialed the phone
determined to talk to someone who could help me sort out my confusion. Cindi didnt try to persuade me one way or another;
instead, she said the choice was ultimately mine. We talked about how
the baby was alive and well inside of me, functioning and growing. By
the end of our conversation, Cindi had made me feel special. More
importantly, she made me think. Before we hung up, I asked her if I could come in to talk to
someone. Two days later, I visited the Center and talked to a
counselor, Sue Wiseman. She was wonderful. Sue gave me a pregnancy
test and when I expressed my financial concerns, she provided me with
phone numbers for WIC (Supplemental Food Program) and other services. When I returned home, I decided to take some time to think about
what I should do. It was the longest week of my life, but I finally
decided I would keep my baby. I concluded that there would never be a
good time to have a baby, and if I waited I might never
have the chance again. Besides, thing were looking better and I was
determined to make it! Five years later, I now have a beautiful daughter and I am
married to a wonderful man. I just had my second child and I know God
is blessing me. The Womens Center not only helped me in my
desperate situation five years ago, but they continue to help me now.
Ive met another friend, Celina, through the Center. She even
took time to take me to one of my childbirth classes. Im grateful that when my life was on the line I dialed the Womens Center. On the other end of the phone line were compassionate people who were ready and willing to help. Thanks for caring TWC! |